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Running Naked With A Knife and Meryl Streep

Or The life and loves of me

10/28/07 02:17 am

I Just Saw This Amazing Movie Called Bug with Ashley Judd. It was so intense. Ashley judd was unbelievably good. That movie was like searingly scary. i highly recommend it.

I hate men.  

I worry to much.

So what i have work at 9 a.m.
So what it's 2:35
So what i'll be super tired. So fucking what.

I have nothing to say, about anything.

Ra coons are having ruff sex outside my bedroom window.

I really like that Gwen Stefani song "early winter".

I also am in love with that jackson browne song "Doctor, my eyes". 

I need a change.

Jon and I split the cost of this andy warhol tote from work. I love it but i worry that it's too hipster/gay. And then another part says "fuck it, let me throw my shit in it".

Sigh.

I think i may go to San Fransisco for new years, with that writer dude i've been seeing. But i'm worried that it'll be a huge mistake.

Doctor, my eyes Tell me what is wrong. Was I unwise to leave them open for so long?

10/22/07 03:33 am - I'm Not Dead

You Know, it's funny, with myspace and facebook and manhunt, i totally forgot i have/had a live journal.

You know what else is funny, i fucking HATE all the post's i made in the past...all of them. jesus christ, how did anyone ever talk to me ever? seriously? what a stereo-type shallow fag i was. am???

i have no idea who any of you people are. so if you are reading this, please post a name.

my life/ my self/ my thoughts:

1. i am no longer at chestnut hill college, i am at NYU.

2. i'm still best friends with bradford and jon lady.

3. i am taking this semester off to work/save cash/step out of the college bubble.

4. i'm single, kinda. i am seeing this writer for newsday.

5. i was working at h&m, whooo, now i work at marc jacobs.

6. i smoke.

7. i was voted a "gay socialite" on gaysocialites.com

8. i live at home, in baldwin, travel to school/work, and crash on stacee's couch.

9. my life is not at all, not even close, to what it was and/or what i thought it would be.

10. that's really cool, and really sad.

11. i haven't, nor would i ever, do cocaine.

12. i met leann rimes last night.

13. i suddenly really dig lindsay lohan.

14. i don't talk to anyone from high school, at all, sans brad/jon

15. at times i feel like im in a constant state of paralysis.

16. who i was in high school/middle school is nothing at all like who i am now. let the judgement insue.

17. I hate hearing stories about people in college going to study abroad and how amazing it was, and how you can "so walk down the street with a beer, and no one cares".

18. yum, pears!

19. summer '06, 19, living with mina and leann, in an apt. on the beach in cape may, was by far the best time of my life.

20. marlboro lite's 100

21. things are weird, my life is weird. weird.

22. i'm going to try and do this live journal thing right.

23. belch.

24. all my friends on here are from high school, right? hey every one! like i said, i dont know who's who. post names!

25. it'd be cool to catch up with lost friends whom i liked.

26. yum, amaretto sours!!

27. amy winehouse/mark ronson are awsome!

28. i hate hipsters!

29. i drive a 1989 plymouth voyager, that my parents bought brand new in 1989.

30. im hot, like, warm.

2/20/06 11:19 am

Call My Clepto Steph.

last kiss: Jackie Manachari, All Night Long

last good cry: Mina Telling Me about Her Mother.

last library book checked out: Dubliners, James Joyce

last good movie seen: The Skelaton Key, The Wings Of The Dove, Down In The River

last beverage drank: Miller Light

last food consumed: Smores

last phone call: Mina

last time showered: This Mourning

last shoes worn: My Old Beat Up Red Saconys

last cd played: My Up Mix, Wakes Me Up Everymourning.

last item bought: Miller Light, Post-it's

last downloaded: Rusted Root- Send Me On My Way, Chantal Kreviazuk- These Days

last annoyance: My Head Cold

last thing written: Next Peace Corp. Meeting Location (U. Penn, Ivy Bastards)

last key used: Mailbox key

last word spoken: "Alright, I'm Peaceing"

last sleep: 6 a.m.

last IM: Leann

last ice cream eaten: Ben and Jerrys, Dublin Mudslide

last time amused: Mid-Night Mini Camping With Beer and a Camp Fire, Last Night

last time hugged: Leann, When She was Drunk.

last time scolded: My Mom, Not Calling Home Enough.

last time dancing: Valentines Day, Drunk Dancing To "Heat Wave".

last poster looked at: Movie Posters For The Jessica Beil Film, 'London'

last webpage visited: Face Book, IMDB

1 MINUTE AGO: I was working on this survey

1 HOUR AGO: I was in Class, Intro To Polli Sci

1 DAY AGO: In Bed Sick, Camping Late Night

1 WEEK AGO: Drunk / Tonya, Tall, Allyson Bonanza

1 YEAR AGO: I was in The Choir Room.

I HURT: When I Think About How Much I Miss Home.

I LOVE: My Friends, They Are My Family, Oh And Bradford and James, Ofcourse.

I HATE: Having No Money

I FEAR: Leaving College Due To Lack Of Said Cash.

I HOPE: That I Find Happiness In being Single

I FEEL: Cold

I DRIVE: Women Crazzzzy Yeah Biitch, Not.

I MISS: Bradford

current clothes: My Yellow Sea Club Shirt, My Fav pair Of Dark Wash Seven's, My Red Hightop Chucks, and My Vintage lacoste track jacket.

current mood: hungry

current music: Sommewhere only we know- Keane, Hurricane- Bob Dylan, When Will I Be Loved- Linda Ronstadt

current taste: Chap Stick

current hair: Shaved Head, Again

current smell: Stuffy Nose

current thing i should be doing instead of this: In Class, Religon and Culture, Ick.

current desktop picture: The Sisterhood Of The Traveling Pants.

current worry: To Many To List.

2/20/06 11:14 am

Everyone, I'm Still Alive.

10/5/05 03:52 pm

I'm not tired.

TWELVE RANDOM THINGS I LIKE:


1. South Street
2. Jamie Leigh Curtis
3. Sex
4. Bennett
5. Philly Vintage
6. Germantown Ave.
7. My Black Converses
8. My Room Mate
9. Randomly saying to my friends (In a south dokota, almost fargo like accent) "Oh Danny, Don't Cha Know?" & "Joan Plowright, Get in the Caaar"
10. Hearing Manda Say "Oh, Fuck Off"
11. Wanda Sykes
12. Playing with The Campus Dog, Lady Fountbonne of Chestnut Hill

ELEVEN BANDS/ARTISTS THAT ARE WORTH LISTENING TO:

1. Stevie Wonder!!
2. The Shins
3. Areatha Franklin
4. Tina Turner
5. Natasha Bedingfeild
6. Chicago
7. Janis Joplin
8. The Free Desighns
9. The High Tigers ::Sigh::
10. Faith Hill, DONT LAUGH
11. Al Greene

TEN MOVIES ID WATCH MORE THAN ONCE:

1. Forrest Gump
2. The Lion King
3. Scream
4. Mean Girls (Surprisingly Well Done)
5. The Ice Storm
6. Gorrilias In the Mist
7. The Green Mile
8. American Beauty
9. Idenity
10. The Truman Show

NINE PHYSICAL FACTS ABOUT ME:

9. I'm 6'1
8. I shaved My head
7. I droped down from a size 32/33 to a size 30
6. i wear size 13 shoes
5. i have a muffin nose, what ever the fuck that is.
4. i have a cut on my arm, that i've had since i was in the 3rd grade
3. i have dancer legs
2. my toes look like fingers, cause they are long
1. I have an Out-growing Sternum, lovingly referd to as a "Nubin"

EIGHT THINGS I COULD EAT/DRINK FOREVER:

8. A Hulk
7. A red headed slut
6. Grape-fruit juice (First think on this list that dosent get me fucked up)
5. Pizza
4. Milk
3. Penne Ala Vodka
2. French Fries
1. water

SEVEN WAYS TO WIN MY HEART:

7. a long walk on the beach?! i dont know
6. someone who means what they say
5. a person who isnt looking for me to take my fab jeans off and get down with the throw down
4. a difference in taste when it comes to film
3. someone who buys me nice things, im such a girl
2. a person who calls when they say they will
1. someone who worships the group i shit on

SIX THINGS I STRONGLY DISLIKE:

6. when i’m answering a survey and to answer it honestly i have to include cliches such as:
5. racists
4. homophobes
3. snoby people
2. people who don’t want to learn
1. hypocrisy

FIVE PEOPLE I WANT TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH:

5. Myself
4. Megan
3. Brad to the Ford
2. Amanda
1. My mommy, and Nora my sister

FOUR PLACES I WANT TO VISIT:
4. Paris
3. Spain
2. Ireland
1. Austrailia

THREE TV SHOWS I WATCH:

3. All 72 Law and Orders
2.Greys Anatomy
1. The Gilmore Girls!!!

TWO PEOPLE I LOOK UP TO:

2. Oprah
1. My Mom

ONE THING I COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT:

1. A Computer

9/26/05 12:12 pm

Hey bitches, remmber me. Anyway, just a post to get people up to speed on the workings of meee. Schools aight, a lil simple for my taste but i'd rather that. My school got facebook, so now we are a real school. I fucking love philly, like, its so clean, and big but not huge, the shoping is amazing and the people really are nice and friendly, but i miss and still love new york more. I've decided that i aint pledging nothing, to much money and work. I got a job at neiman marcus, which is fun, sept for the fact that every other dude who works there is F-L-A-M-I-N-G.
I really do miss everyone still in high school.

Now lets talk about what you all really wanna hear, my love life.
The whole gay scene here in philly has its up's and down's. i went to my first middle of the week gay club on wensday, but all the guys there are ::yawn::. pluse i've come to terms with the fact that i will NEVER date anyone i meet at a club, ever. There is a whole back story as to why that is, all involving this guy, more like boy, ryan, and if u really wanna know the story, ask me about it later. So yeah, like i came to school really wanting to find a relationship cause lord knows i've played the feild enough times for carrie bradshaw to write another book. but know, im done, im fucking done with it. OMG i have to tell everyone a story about this guy i went on a date with. Lets call him Ron. So ron takes me out to this very chic eatery called "China Flow". and the food we amazing, and it was pricey, but ron goes to U. Penn so he had money. anyway, we are half way through diner when out of fucking iceland, he starts talking about what he likes to do in the sac. and i'm like....ok. so get this, he says (hand to god) "I really like it when i close my mouth and eyes and a guy takes a PISS on my face". Yeah, yum. oh wait, but there is more, "I also love watching guys jack off, then i love them to come over and fart in my mouth". "Oh and i love to FIST"..... So yeah, by this time, im ready to call the national gaurd to get me out. anyway diners over and he wants to give me a ride back to school, but make a stop over at his apt. fist, to which i responded, "You know ron, i would, but i have a 9:30 class tmmrw i really can't swing it, maybe another time". Yeah, he did'nt like that answer, he said i ether get into the car then or don;t ever call him again, and i said right to his face, "Mk, bye ron". So yeah thats just a small small taste of the "splendid" adventures i've had in the dating feild.

Anyway, All that aside, i have a huge man crush on a R.A. here, who is gay, and we can not stop flirting with each other. but thats another post.

Anyway, yeah hi, im going to go eat and curse the name of man, ciao.

9/25/05 07:52 pm

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9/7/05 04:57 pm

Hello everyone, Very Quick update, My Cell Number is 516-547-8023, im about to go to diner, i'm pledging a fraternity (Alpha Data Beta, a Non gay Frat, But they Think its cool and intresting that i am), Joined the G.S.A. Joined the Varsity Swim Team, Got a Job at Neiman Marcus (Men's Jeans Whaaaaat) and miss everyone long time, Hungry Byeeeeeeeeeeee-Danny

8/25/05 01:56 pm

So tomorrow i'm leaving for el-school-o. I have to get up at 5 a.m. which totally sucks harder than a queen on 5th.

So i'm not one to say that i "Keep it Real", but i think i have to. One thing i have noticed from everyones posts and what not, is that no one else seems to be terrifed about college. even now seniors who seem to think that they've "grown out of baldwin" dont get the fact that its scary out there. it really is scary and nothing at all like your now life. now, i know that its exciting, it is. But to be honest, i am utterly terrifed about school. im really scared. and i am a lil excited , but jesus christ, i just got my life, and know i have to start over? i mean call me weird but i like my parents and my life, and ::gasp:: i'm going to miss my home and my family. I just don't get how no one else seems to feel a lil bit like that. I look at peoples posts and their like "I'm done with baldwin, i was ready to leave last year, im ready now" and i think thats a load of shit. honestly, i mean yes at times baldwin is a bit out dated, but somewere deep inside your b.s. soul you've got to be a lil bit scared. i mean god, dose anybody else get the fact that its a scary thing.

And don't even get me started on assholes saying that baldwin sucks and that they've "out grown" the school, and basically the people in it. Utter Bull Shit. I mean, sometimes you need a pair of knee high boots just to read peoples Live journal.


But never the less, my room mate is still a flaming queen, and come tommorow i'll be a Nut. at chestnut hill.

8/19/05 08:18 pm

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